30 days of PC paganism day 14
What a week to be full of hormones. Crap.
My computer broke and was out for repairs for over 3 weeks. Now that I have a working one again I want to finish this.
14. Relationships: Do you view the entities you work with/honor/worship as deities or spirits?
I view them as archetypes that do not have a humanlike consciousness. Or perhaps as elemental forces, or maybe as parts of myself. And in these ways also as facets of a single universal spirit.
Hey. I like Robin Williams and his movies, but reading people discussing suicide on my Facebook is hard for me. I am not currently depressed and I haven’t even had intrusive thoughts for a long time but in my life I have spent so much time daydreaming about not existing that I just am very defensive about what people have to say on the subject. Moreover I feel like I can’t talk about my thoughts and even if I could my feelings and ideas on the subject would not be validated. I want to ask questions to see where it is that my experience and view of the subject diverge from those who I see expressing opinions but I know that bringing it up would be seen either as trolling or attention seeking.
So I am biting my lip and wearing a blister in my brain I bet from dwelling on the same ideas and rehashing them and coming around to them from different approaches. As usual I feel pretty isolated and like that my experiences are not normal. And frustrated too. So I made this post and I will stay off Facebook tomorrow and try to just let it go.
Brace yourselves, Legends is coming. And so our death watch begins…
Sean bean is amazing. I think he is my celebrity crush. Don’t kill him.
I am kindof a solipsist and I have a hard time believing that everyone else isn’t too.
I think I am a nice, interesting, fun person that anyone would be happy to know. At the same time, I feel like actually making friends with you guys that I admire is an unrealistic goal. Why is that? I get nervous and self conscious easily and never know what to say? It shouldn’t be that hard. Does anyone have any advice?
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